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rooommate has taken down the shower curtain in the bathroom

greatestlove:

as the last person to move in i never bought one, but there comes a point where things are just ridiculous. 

Can you believe this shit?

NYC

Dreamed I went to NYC with about 5 other people, we found it was cheaper that way, room-wise.

During our search for a room, we found those little cabins you see in cruise ships…only they were on land.

A girl with a baby in a stroller and I went to the Statue of Liberty.  At the base of the statue was a cafeteria that served coffee.  At the middle, there was another similar establishment.  I was fairly preoccupied with making sure we had enough coffee, water, food.  Our goal was to climb the Statue along with other tourists.

The sun was setting and we regretted not climbing faster, because we got to the midway point and the sun had set.  I remember feeling highly enthused the whole time; some dreams are like Disneyland.

Moral of the dream story:  go faster toward your dreams, and don’t get bogged down by petty details like always having enough coffee on your climb to the top.  If you don’t go at some sort of regular pace, you may not get to the top while the sun’s still up to see the view beneath it.

Oh yeah, and I’m obsessed with New York City.

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A couple of nights ago I dreamed I told Joe something about myself that I wasn’t sure whether he’d leave me over—in real life, I’ve been worried that his desire to have a house when he’s 30 *might* be a dealbreaker.  in dream life, I’m not sure what I told him.

Sure enough, our relationship was over after that, and I felt sad, but not devastated.  I was strangely concerned that I wouldn’t have anywhere to go on Thanksgiving, which in real life concerns me not in the least!  Even if we did stop seeing each other before the holiday, I’d spend it with my awesome wiccan roommate.

Life is such a drain on me.  I can never really keep afloat.  It seems like every time things start going well, a few months later they’re solidly going downhill, with no hope for the future.  I am so tired.  I need some simplicity, some time, some room to breathe, and people who will understand that I don’t have it figured out yet, nor may I ever, but that I’m worthy of a job that pays the bills, and I’ll try my hardest at whatever they give me.